The gorgeous, the sexy, the dirty and down right feminine all mixed up with chastity. I live in strictly controlled chastity everyday and am always dribbling into my panty liner, from the delicious frustration this produces & continual throbbing I feel from my chastised clit when aroused by Mistress. I am absolutely forbidden to penetrate Mistress anymore as this is dominant male act and I now live as a chastised sissy on a diet of being plugged in my boi pussy with regular strap on milking & heavy teasing only. Mistress believes my chastity lifestyle creates the perfect feminine medium for me to remain in sissy servitude dressing in lingerie & craving only to sniff, lick and worship her as she allows. I live with her strict discipline and her ever arousing words "Only I have a sex life now because I am in charge always and I have decided you will remain chaste and enjoy getting your pleasure from serving my pleasure". We are outwardly a very normal couple except that we practice a strict chastity lifestyle & I live obediently and behave submissively to Mistress at all times and I'm either rewarded or punished by her. As I have adjusted to living comfortably full time in my Mature Metal chastity I am seldom out of it and never ever unsupervised. I get far more attention from being submissive to Mistress now that I live in chastity & I have accepted I will probably never be allowed to penetrate her again as the price for agreeing to her control. When we were a vanilla couple and living without chastity I wanked a lot dreaming of becoming feminised so rarely showed interest penetrative sex with Mistress. As a result of my previous behaviour and confessions now I'm chastised she has decided that she no longer needs it from me and prefers her choice of dildo instead while I watch enviously dribbling & throbbing remembering how it felt when i was allowed. It has taken us a long time to figure out our normal. My needs and longings are reflected here.