The gorgeous, the sexy, the dirty and down right feminine all mixed up with chastity. I live in strictly controlled chastity everyday and am always dribbling into my panty liner, from the delicious frustration this produces & continual throbbing I feel from my chastised clit when aroused by Mistress. I am absolutely forbidden to penetrate Mistress anymore as this is dominant male act and I now live as a chastised sissy on a diet of being plugged in my boi pussy with regular strap on milking & heavy teasing only. Mistress believes my chastity lifestyle creates the perfect feminine medium for me to remain in sissy servitude dressing in lingerie & craving only to sniff, lick and worship her as she allows. I live with her strict discipline and her ever arousing words "Only I have a sex life now because I am in charge always and I have decided you will remain chaste and enjoy getting your pleasure from serving my pleasure". We are outwardly a very normal couple except that we practice a strict chastity lifestyle & I live obediently and behave submissively to Mistress at all times and I'm either rewarded or punished by her. As I have adjusted to living comfortably full time in my Mature Metal chastity I am seldom out of it and never ever unsupervised. I get far more attention from being submissive to Mistress now that I live in chastity & I have accepted I will probably never be allowed to penetrate her again as the price for agreeing to her control. When we were a vanilla couple and living without chastity I wanked a lot dreaming of becoming feminised so rarely showed interest in penetrative sex with Mistress. As a result of my previous bad behaviour and confessions now I'm chastised sissy she has decided that she no longer needs or wants it from me and prefers her choice of dildo instead while I watch enviously dribbling & throbbing remembering how it felt when i was still allowed to penetrate her. It has taken us a long time to figure out our normal & for me to come to terms with my submissive position. As my chastity has continued Mistress has made it clear to me that they is no going back. She has discussed moving up to a pierced device. My needs and longings are reflected here.